Krämerbrückenfest und New Orleans Music Festival

Thomas war über das Wochenende wieder in Sömmerda. Dieses Wochenende gab es in Erfurt das bekannte Krämerbrückenfest. Als ich über das Fest rechechiert habe, habe ich über das New Orleans Music Festival gelesen, das auch an dem Wochenende stattfand. Ich konnte es mir vorstellen, dass ihm das gut gefallen könnte. Und vor allem kostet es auch nix. Also habe ich ihn darüber auch informiert und wir sind am Samstag quasi nach Erfurt gefahren.

Zunächst waren wir an der Krämerbrücke. Wir haben ein paar Stände angeguckt. Für ein mittelalterisches Fest finde ich dieses Fest ziemlich groß. Krämerbrückenfest war nicht nur an der Krämerbrücke konzentriert, aber fast überall im Zentrum. Es gab so viele Bühnen über all in der Stadt mit laufenden Programmen (Musik usw). Das Theaterstück habe ich selber nicht gesehen. Die Stadt war auf jeden Fall ziemlich voll. Thomas und ich wollten da nichts essen, aber ich wollte den Met (Honigwein) gerne probieren (3,50€ für 0,2 L). Uns hat er richtig gut geschmeckt. Ich kannte Met nur warm von der Bierbörse in Jülich und mittelalterischem Weihnachtsmarkt in NRW damals, aber der Met wurde kühl serviert und das war richtig gut (und enthält leider auch so viel Alkohol, hehe).

Danach haben wir den Ort von dem New Orleans Music Festival gesucht. Gegen viertel vor 16 Uhr kamen wir an und da spielte das Trevor Richards New Orleans Trio (Schlagzeug, Klavier, Klarinet oder Tenor Saxofon). Trevor Richard ist der Schlagzeuger und bekannt als der beste europäische Schlagzeuger. Die nächste Band war die Mardi Gras BB (das Baby von Fettdienstag), besetzt von 6 Leuten (Sousette, Gitarre / Synthetizer / Banjo, Saxofon, Trompete, Schlagzeug, Vocal) und spielte seine eigene Art von Musik (wie Indie-Pop mit jazziger Akkorde). Danach spielte Dizzy Band. Die Band kommt aus Berlin und besteht aus 6 Jungern (Bass Drum mit Cow Bell und Cymbal, Klavier / Possaune / Tuba, Klarinet/ Sopran Saxofon/ Trompete, Klarinet / Alto Sax, Kontrabass / Sousette, Banjo)  mit unterschiedlichem Hintergrund. Ich muss sagen, die sind richtig gute Musiker. Das letzte Lied für das Session war deren eigener Song namens "Sunday Sweetheart", klang sehr romantisch :) und alle können singen. Huih :)

Die letzte Band, die wir guckten, war die Budapest Ragtime Band. Diese Band besteht aus 8 etwas älteren Männern aus Ungarn (Klavier, Violin, Trompete, Possaune, Kontrabass, Xylofon und Percussion, Klarinet, Schlagzeug). Diese Band hat uns auch richtig gut gefallen. Sie haben bekannte Stücke gespielt in ihrer Art und sehr lustig und unterhaltsam. Vor allem der Xylo-Spieler. Er hat gerappt und Breakdance gemacht O.o

Hier ist die Info zu dem Program.
Wir haben uns danach beschlossen, in den Naumburgischen Keller essen zu gehen. Das Restaurant wurde von einem der Thomas besten Freunde vorgeschlagen. Wir haben beide Rostbrätl gegessen und das waren echt lecker. Preislich ist es sogar ziemlich günstig.

Und nu, gehen wir heime! ;)

Schönen Start in die Woche euch allen!

Happy 3rd anniversary!

3 years! Never thought that it has been lasted this long and I hope that it will last forever, since my last relationships never lasted that long.. :)

So, to celebrate the day which was on Friday, I took one day free from work and went back to Floßdorf on Thursday evening. We had a long sleep until Friday, BBQ and went to Cologne.

We planned to go to Postmodern Jukebox' concert. Thomas bought me a ticket as christmas present. Before that, we ate at the Jameson's Irish Pub. The burger was delicious. Then we went to the concert, but on the way the tram had a problem with someone who parked on a wrong place, the tram could not go through and there we were standing at the tram station waiting for the tram. After a while the tram came and it was full, of course.  We still got a place though, but the tram went slow. I got stomachache *oh no!* So after we got off the train. I asked Thomas to rush to any toilet. 🙊 Forget it. Hahah. Anyway, the concert was awesome. Postmodern Jukebox was freaking awesome!!!

We even will go again in July in Jena. Yeaaayyy!! And I will make sure, that we go early enough to have a good place, because in Cologne we stood at the back. I wished I used 12-cm high heels :(

Anyway, it was a good day :)

at Jameson's

Postmodern Jukebox

 Cheers, for forever!

Time for Two of Us

It felt like ages, that we didn't have time just for two of us... I realized that there were always somebody else in our weekends. Friends and mostly Thomas' fam, of course, because we are staying at their house. Even last time during holiday, we were almost always with Thomas' uncle and his girlfriend. Not saying that I don't like them. In opposite, I like them so much. But I just realized, how much time we have to tell our story when nobody is around.

Last weekend, Thomas' parents visited Mosel for wine and good weekend. So, Thomas and I stayed in the house and took care of the house and animals from neighborhood. Such a privacy. We spent a lot of time talking, we fed animals in the mornings and afternoons, BBQed, we made our first ever bike tour (only around Linnich, though, but I didn't know the way, haha). There were Schützenfest in Linnich, but we just went around the kirmes and went home again. Once we stopped by Netto, one man came to me and started to ask me where I come from. I was not sure, what he actually wanted from me, because he talked slowly, mixed languages, didn't find connections of what he was actually talking. Well, he said, he just met my parents *crazy man* and talked about christus order. Thomas recognized this man and he just pulled me in to Netto and said to the man that my parents aren't in Germany, we are already catholic and we want to do some groceries, so bye. Imagine how long this man could avoid me to get into Netto, if I were alone. Lucky me to have Thomas :) He said, this man was a history teacher that turned to be a bit crazy after his wife died. And yeah, this man brought his cart to speak to me, so I could see what was inside: ALCOHOLS. *sigh*

In the evening, we spent time talking, watching videos, marinating chicken *we made KFC on Sunday ;)* and we watched fireworks from the balcony *haha sound romantic*.

I just love it and I miss the next time we will have this kinda time again. :*

Happy 2 years!

It is nice to see, that we've reached so far.. Well, at least for us :) Those two years were lovely and tough at the same time. Sure culture and long distance relationship didn't make everything easier. But both of us are still able to support each other. I think, we try to build a relationship like two mature adults. Each of us put effort, so that our communication stays stable.

Last Saturday, Thomas took me on a dinner. He booked Pinnochio before telling me. I was surprised and happy for the whole week. Thomas had never reserved table for our date. Before we went together for a mass in the hospital chappel in Jülich. Guess what! We had to sit right behind the altar. My head was full of uncertainty and fear, because I don't think Thomas would like it. But that was the only place left for two! At the end of the mass, the priest came to us and asked, whether we felt okay sitting behind the altar. So nice of him! I think Thomas did enjoy the mass somehow ;) Dinner was also nice. I got my risotto and Thomas ate house speciality. We were so full :) And yeah, we were so lucky, that despite of having no tickets, we were allowed to enter the 'concert' (casting for jazz day in Düren). Christian and his new girlfried were also there. There were 5 performances. The first was from Stimm So, an acapella group. They did pretty good! I love them. The second was uh-oh... over self-confident. The third was a girl from Dormagen playing guitar. She sang really well and was cute. The fourth was The Tideline who performed at Jazz Day in Düren last year. The last was a David Bowie tribute band. They fulfilled the stage. Gosh. I think they were ok (but they were quite loud), but I didn't expect them to win. I prefered the acapella group. But ok, if this tribute band won, what should I do. I won't go to the juries and influence them to choose the first group. Haha. However, I don't think I would ever like David Bowie's music.... Sorry, David... We took taxi from Jülich to Floßdorf and I have to say: I underestimated the taxi cost. I used taxi from Linnich to Jülich and it cost me around 15€. But that night, we had to pay 24€! Ooops, sorry, Thomas. The rest of the night was also nice. We watched the mentalist, but after 1,5 episodes I (as always) felt asleep. Thomas woke me up and didn't get off my back and giggled  me until I gave up. Menno.

Thank you to have understood, loved and supported me with all your heart during these 2 years.

I am grateful to have met you in my life and that you're part of my life. I learned so much from you, and hope I can learn more...

Cheers, for us and amazing years ahead!

Our First Holiday Trip: Alkmaar

This is it! Thomas and Dita finally went for holidays together. No moms, no dads. I was kinda depressed the last few weeks, imagining that I might have no summer holidays in Indonesia this year, which is for me, kinda no holidays for the rest of the year. I asked Thomas to spend some time with me, just for us. Not at home.

I know our financial situation is actually not that good to afford long holidays in a good hotel including transport and foods etc. So, Thomas kindly asked his uncle who lives in Alkmaar (NL) whether we may stay over for a few days in his house. And he said YES! So, this is a start of our journey :)

We caught up on our train on Thursday, March 17th at 7:50 in Lindern. Change trains in Herzogenrath, Heerlen and Utrecht. We arrived there around 12. Thomas was in Alkmaar 10 years ago. And Alkmaar has been changed within these years. However, Thomas finally found the way to Jürgen's house. So, his house was so neat and pretty and clean. I love it. We looked around the house and put our stuff in the guest room, which was quite small with the double bed, but I totally love it. Somehow. Nice, colorful (eventhough lil bit pink dominant) room and bed sheet. Thomas said, the house hasn't change so much after more than 10 years. I was really hungry, so we went to Alkmaar city center. I haven't been in Holland for 4 years, was quite shocked seeing the prices in front of the restaurants (I forgot to bring cash with me! Stupid me. Haha). Anyway, we decided to eat in a Greek restaurant. I think it was delicious (or I was too hungry ;)). Then we walked around the city center. Thomas showed me some places he knew from the past. Jürgen wrote us a letter that he would be back at around 17:30. So, we actually wanted to sit in a small cafe, enjoying tea and dutch dessert. But suddenly Thomas got stomachache. So we decided to run away back home. After a few time arriving at the house, Simone (Jürgen's girlfriend) came home. Around 17:30 Jürgen arrived home as well, but he still needed to go to see his therapist first. So, Thomas and I took a small walk to a small supermarket behind the house that also hasn't changed after 10 years.

on the way to the supermarket

Jürgen was back and he brought us to the beach (Egmond aan Zee). He actually wanted to eat in a restaurant right on the beach, but full. So we went somewhere there on foot. Restaurant De Oude Clipper. I love the place. They have ship inside the restaurant as the bar, surrounding with water with some gold fish in it. Nice fine dining restaurant. I ordered fish platte and dame blanche as dessert. Yummy! Then we went back home.

We finally went to the beaaaaccchhh!!! We love see! 

On the next day (Friday, March 18th), Thomas and I stayed in bed longer after waking up so early on Thursday. And I was basically K.O after those days (I worked the whole day on Monday, travelled directly afterward to Aachen for the DAGA, so yes, I was at DAGA for the whole Tuesday and Wednesday, and still went to the band practice on Wed night). Jürgen came back after half-day work and took us to Zuiderzeemuseum. It was unfortunatelly closed. So we went further to Batavia Stad. It was like in Wertheim, factory outlet heaven with a Batavia ship on the other side. We decided for a tour on the ship. The tour was just for four of us (Thomas, his uncle, his uncle's girlfriend, and me) guided by a middle age dutch man who speaks also german. So he explained everything in german (as Simone understands german quite well). Batavia Ship is a ship that used to bring the Dutches from Amsterdam to Jakarta and spices and indonesian slaves or women from Jakarta to Amsterdam. The ship was remade and had not the original size. Though, it was still impressive and to operate such a ship, you need LOTS of physics and mathematics. Sounds like fun. But no, I don't want to travel with that ship to Jakarta. No thanks. Hahah. So, we continued our journey to Enkhuizen find something to eat (I was starving). And yeah again, we went for fine-dining there in De Drie Haringhe. Note: we didn't pay a cent. The food was soooo delicious. I love my roast beef appetizer with truffle mayo and breast duck for the main course. So well cooked!

on the Batavia Ship

Eckhuis

Jürgen challenged me to cook some indonesian food for dinner. I took the challenge and cooked opor ayam with tofu and eggs as well. With no instant spices. Yeah, I was good. LOL. So yeah, we went shopping for the dinner in Alkmaar city center on Saturday. We went first to a toko. And I felt like in heaven!! Indonesian food everywhere!! But I knew what I want: Spekoek! (Ind: Kue Lapis or Lapis Legit).Thomas made Bakwan Jagung(proud girlfriend lah!)and Jürgen was responsible for the appetizer (Thai soup). The opor was at last successful, after worrying because the opor tasted so plain at first.

Alkmaar city center

On Sunday, Jürgen invited us to watch Cirque du Soleil Amaluna in Amsterdam. I was surprised and told Thomas about the price of the tickets we got from his uncle. Amaluna was super cool. Lots of Chinese people doing the acrobatics. Amazing show. Then we splitted. Thomas and I continued our trip to Leiden to meet Jenov and Christoph there. It was so nice of them to show us Leiden. Leiden is nice, very dutch (you know, windmills, grachtfahrten, bridges and even sold cathedral...). They have also a small burg, where you can see Leiden from above and the oldest university in the Netherlands. Then we ended in an italian restaurant V.I.P (Very Italian Pizza). They had a very delish salmon pizza and tartufo! Jenov ordered Ravioli with truffle sauce, it was delicious!

Amaluna, Amsterdam

Double date in Leiden

 Monday is the day to go back. I was kinda sad. The trip was so nice and that day we couldn't meet Jürgen before our departure. We had said goodbye to him the night before. Nevertheless, we met Simone, said goodbye to her. We went first to the supermarket, bought something for home, headed to Linnich again and can't wait for the next trip :)

Bye Alkmaar! Til next time :)

Hanya Dirimu

"ku takkan bisa melakukan semua

tanpa dirimu di sisiku
kau yg menggenggam hatiku
ku takkan sanggup
melewati waktu tanpamu
karena hanya dirimu yang mengerti"

-Dygta feat Meda, Hanya Dirimu-

Happy one year! 

Rumah Terindah

Photo: Felicia Primadita

"Di mimpiku, kudengar bunyi suaramu...

yang memanggilku pulang, ke dalam hatimu....

....karna hanyalah hatimu

.............rumah terindah.........."

Shera, OST.9Naga

P,S: Thanks God, that I have you... :*

Christmas is finally near!!

Hey, sorry for have been absent from blogging for a few weeks. University life didn't allow me to breath, I guess. And evrytime I got free time, all I need is just to go back to Tom. Recharge my energy, encourage myself to finish what I have decided. I'm sure in the end, it's gonna be good. But I didn't expect that this path I chose is gonna be this hard. I tried to stop blaming and complaining. No good result. I should try harder.

Anyway, I (and my group) was kicked out from experiment class, on the evening we celebrated christmas in the flat. That was for sure the best present for the end of the year :( So, this week has been pretty stressful, because I had then 3 experiment classes ( two was planned, the other one we have to re-do) and 1 deadline for paper. But we made it. I must say, that I got a good partner for the paper, so it was totally fine. Now I have to make all the reports as soon as possible.

Last week I was in Jülich on Christmas Market in Haus Overbach, the most peaceful place I know in Jülich. And it was just lovely.

Haus Overbach

Thanks by the way for the wishes on my birthday last sunday. My birthday was pretty good. Tom and Tom's mom cooked specially for me. I got a kiss at sharp 0 o'clock :) *feel like cinderella hihi, anyway the first birthday to celebrate ähm physically with boyfriend* Got a lot of presents. Thanks for Tom and his family, who made my birthday so meaningful. Got a lot of calls from best friends and fam :) Thank you! Love you so much!

As this week has gone and Galih is here, we were celebrating our birthday together. I baked nutella cake, as he wished, made wishes and blew on the candles together. We went to christmas market in Oldenburg.

So, enough for now. I still have something to do ;) Merry christmas..
Soon I'll make a recap for this whole year and as usual new year resolutions :)

LDR

Third relationship. Third long distance relationship.

God, I've never felt this miserable before :(

My stomach tickels, my heart burns, tears are falling.

You know, God, I've been never so afraid like now.

Why do heaven on earth I always have to live faraway from my boyfriend everytime we started relationship? Among all, this one is the hardest. Even though it is not the furthest.

God, would You please help us going through this?

I never asked this in my past relationships, but this time I'm begging You..

Bekasi: 1st week

Juhuu, I'm home for the next 3 weeks :) I miss my boyfriend though, too much...
My first week was totally fine, but tiring though. I arrived on Thursday and had to get prepared for the reception of my parents' silver wedding anniversary. I intended to make decoration surprise for them (I made photo booth) and prepared everything from Germany. Generally, the party and the mass went well, even though my whole fam blamed me for they being late to the church, because I locked my bedroom and took the key with me and my brother couldn't take his jacket. Sorry, but I resist to be blamed: 1. I've shown my brother that there is one jacket in my cupboard TWICE (don't ask why it was there, complicated) and he didn't want to take it out directly; 2. I told my fam that locking is not practical and they kept on forcing me to lock; 3. as long as I'm home, I have the right to decide whether to lock my own bedroom or not and where I shall put it.

Anyway. People seemed to enjoy me and Pap singing "The Prayer" and actually, the whole mass. It was glad to see my dad's and mom's friends and relatives there attending the mass and the party. Even I was stopped almost all the time by my parents' friends or relatives to talk for a while. I must say, it was really nice. Personally, I didn't really know what had happened on the stage, except of glasses clinking and "Do You Know Your Partner That Well"- Quiz. Feel better to sit on the back and talk to some people in person, make some photos. Eventhough, I couldn't finish one portion of Bakso, which consisted of 4 pieces of meatball, after more than an hour.  In the evening I went to "Rekoleksi Calon Misdinar" to the jurit malam part and afterwards hung out with the old friends from the altar boys/girls to McDonald from 2 til 3 in the morning. Dennis drove us with his "truck". Bimo, Frans, and I had the honor to sit on the back. I love the fresh air!!! :) No matter I got sick afterwards, hehe.

On Sunday, there was an open event in the church, organised by the youth, called "All You Can Eat Ice Cream". And yeah, I ate 4 scoops. Don't worry, not at once. I met my physics teacher from the junior high, some friends from KMKI, who have been back here for good and a not funny clown, who was so heated in the costume he got (dat tut mir aber leid). We need to do dangdut, no any clear instruction. Meh. Don't mind, we won prize (all of us, haha).

I have already "visited" my grandma on the cemetery. Oh, damn, I miss her so much. Why can't she just come in my dream.... :( And visited Christo as well! Get well soon, my lil brother!

Oh, hey, we got a new president and vice president: Joko Widodo and Jusuf Kalla!! Congratulations!! FYI, their concurrent, Prabowo Subianto, couldn't accept his lose and walked out during the recapitulation of the election comittee. So, on the next days, we were not sure, whether it's safe enough to go out of the house. In the other hand, there are also some jokes related to his fanatic and pathetic fans, who promised to CUT HIS PENIS (Ahmad Dhani, the most idiot indonesian musician) or run around our national monument NACKED (2 girls) or go from Jogjakarta to Jakarta ON FOOT (another stupid politician), etc. Wait, NO! They weren't jokes, they are true! Those people said that on public media. Now, Joko Widodo's supporter marched on the street, to push these people fulfill their promises. Mampus lo! I hope that soon the situation could be calmed down.

Hey, yesterday my boyfriend called me!! :) Lalala... Miss him.. I don't like long distance :(

So enough for this week. See you next week in Bali!

Tooth Fairy!

Sorry for have been absent for more than a week! I was not in my apartment along the week because of the operation last Monday. The surgeon took 3 teeth of mine and yeah, to be honest, I was "too optimistic" and didn't expect the pain like last week at all. All and all, the surgery went actually quite fast (less than an hour, wow, thanks to Dr.Gerner) and I had no complication. My cheeks look almost normal again, hehe. My boyfriend, his mom and dad were taking care of me during the week, except the time when they went to Oma's funeral, I was never alone (hehe, though that was the time I cried, cause I could stand the pain). Sleepless nights, bizzare dreams (once I dreamed that we had a fight in the middle of our group,I was so upset, then I woke up and found out that I was actually hugging my boyfriend so tightly, but the dream was just "too" real, that I started to cry), magic helm, most finest foods, restricted smile. The week wasn't the best but I never felt so blessed before. You know what? In my imagination tooth fairy doesn't just put present under your pillow, but he takes care of you until you don't feel any pain as well! I'm the luckies girl, to have met him :* Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!! 

You know, I love you

Pfingsten!

Hmm, wieder allein zuhause zu sein und Facebook wieder gucken... Bleuh, nicht gut. Mein Freund und ich wollten ja eigentlich dieses Wochenende nach Brugge fahren. War wohl aufgrund Gesundheitsgründen nichts geworden. Ich bereue mich eigentlich auch nix, da ich sowieso ein schönes Wochenende mit ihm hatte. Aber die Fotos auf FB von Leuten, die dieses lange Wochenende nach Belgien fuhren irgendwie................. Meh, ich sollte sie nicht sehen. Die Fahrt ist ja nur verschoben :)

Wie gesagt, mein Wochenende war schön. Probe war total failed, aber hat richtig Spaß gemacht! Hab bei meinem Freund übernachtet. Eins will ich euch sagen: hab HEIMWEH :( Sometimes the warmth in the family of others might remind you of your own family and suddenly you miss them. Uuuh.. :( :(

Ohja. Lass ich euch nochmal meine Band vorstellen: LOUNGE PAD!! Eine Jülicher Band mit fünfköpfige Formation von Gitarre, Bass, Ukulele, Bass und Gesang mit augenzwinkernder Lounge-Musik, die wir lieber als "Experimentelle Popularmusik mit augmentierter Akkorddichte" nennen ;)

Lounge Pad

Wir haben eh kein normales Foto. (hehe, wollte eigentlich was anderes posten, aber lass es mal lieber für Privat ;)) Also Leute, wenn ihr gute Musik für Veranstaltungen braucht, sprecht uns gern an! :)

Es gibt immer einen Grund zu feiern

Die Woche kann doch gut beginnen, auch wenn es mit Montag anfangen muss ;) Gefühlt ist am Teil des Tages wie Sonntag, haha, na klar, wenn mein Freund auch da ist und ich dann bis heute Mittag noch in Floßdorf war.

Uhja, wie gesagt, es gibt Grund zu feier. Diesmal gibt's 3 sogar:

1. Mein Freund hat Geburtstag. Jeheey!

2. Wir sind seit 8 Wochen zusammen :))

3. Seit gestern ist Dedet (meine Cousine) verlobt. Hoaa! (ich will nach Hause!!)

Frag nicht, warum ich dann so froh bin, wenn jemand verlobt ist oder frisch verheiratet ist. Ich freue mich nur für sie/ihn mit :)) Und Dedet ist ja meine einzige ältere Cousine :)

Let's Celebrate!

There are two reasons to celebrate today:

1. I finally passed the theory exam for the driving license (yes finally finally, my driving trainer doesn't have any reason to say I'm lazy ;))
2. one month with Tom :)

Yuhuuuuu!!

Happy 4 Weeks!

Yeay, today we have been exactly 4 weeks together. May love grows more and more between us!

I did enjoy my long weekend. After haven't met him for almost two weeks, I finally met my boyfriend again :) My weekend started on Wednesday evening, after giving extra math class in Jülich. I was so excited like never before. Guys, I WAS HEADING FLOßDORF!! Which means: I visited my boyfriend at his parents' house for the first time. We enjoyed the night together, watched movie, BBQed. It was nice. On the next day, her mom brought me to Opa. That day, I went back to my apartment, but in the evening my boyfriend came here. We enjoyed the fish on Friday from a fish corner in Jülich, which has been opened from the last 50 years (at least we believe so). My boyfriend needed something "Guys' night" so we seperated there afterwards and we met again on Saturday afternoon. Yesterday I had lunch together with him and his parents. Well yea, I felt really accepted there. His parents were kind. And, after lunch, we headed Jülich to the mass and jam session. I'm glad that he went the whole night with me :)

From the parents

Hey, I would say, our relationship is heading on a right way and I hope it's going so further. We both have a long long way to go in front of us. But I love to hold his hand, and to path this way with him. 

Happy 4 weeks, Schatz!

Lucky

"Lucky I'm in love with my best friend.."

Never imagined before that this song will suit us so.

We're officially in a relationship :)

Thanks God. Hope this is Your answer of my prayer..

I love you!

It's a small world afterall

You remember that song, don't you?

Kali ini gw mau bercerita ttg date gw yg ehem, kalo menurut lagunya Armada "mau dibawa kemana hubungan kita...?" gw ga tau apakah hubungan kita bakal berhasil. dan selama ini gw tidak merasakan kupu2 dlm perut :(

Anyhow, I chatted with one of my old friend from Vietnam. She has a boyfriend from the same place my date comes from and baby. Waktu itu date gw ini emang pernah cerita kalo dia punya adik cowo, dan tinggal di Dussi. Tapi gw ga inget kalo temen gw yg dr studkol ini pernah bilang kalo cowonya pindah ke Dussi. Dan td stlh temen gw ini nanya kabar gw (dan kabar percintaan gw), gw cerita lah ttg percintaan gw yg amburadul. Trus stlh cerita, cerita,cerita, dia tanya siapa nama date gw. Gw sebutlah itu namanya. Bang! Seriously, dia kenal doooonnngg.. Parah bgt ga siiiiiiihhh.... Date gw itu kakak pacarnya... Aduuuuuhhh... Udah badan gw semakin lebar, makin sempit lah dunia ini. Haih.

Choco, choco, hap, hap!

Wer zuverlässig ist, hält auch das Versprechen :)

Er hat gesagt, ich darf die Schokolade aufmachen, erst wenn ich ein gutes Telefonat durchgeführt habe.

Und es hat geklappt heute ;)

Danke, Schokoladenmonster <3 div="">

#20 My Fears

I always thought that I'm brave enough to face a new world by myself, like me, when I was moving to Germany almost four years ago. I thought if I have to move somewhere, I don't have anything to loose.

In fact, at the moment I'm having the same feeling like I had about six/seven years ago, when David, Andre and the other friends were moving out for the study (well, in fact now that I'm the farest among all). I might be brave of moving out. But I'm scared of changes! And this is the most horrible feeling I ever had. Feeling of being left. I'm afraid, everything is not going to be the same when he/she is not there anymore. The feeling that I might cry the loudest. Something that pushes me to go out of the box again. Sometimes is not so nice. Like how I feel comfortable right now with the people in Jülich or in the lab where I work. But knowing that some people or actually one will not be there from next month, that scares me a lot. and I don't know wheather I have to stay or leave :( I hope he's not leaving.

Women vs Apples

Nandea sent me this message on whatsapp. I'm just rewriting it:

"Women are like apples on a tree. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples on the top think something is wrong with them. In reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top."

:)