Day 9: How I hope my future be like

Wow. Things have changed a lot since the same theme from the previous blog challenge (See the article here). Circa the half of the old wishes couldn't come true, some I even cancelled.

So this is the recap of the old ones:

• I couldn't get a job so no resignment. 
• I didn't apply for Indonesia mengajar and I wasn't in Indonesia.
• I'm not married yet
• No internship til June, I started (due to the lack of money) master in biomedical engineering but then got totally frustated after one semester
• I got IELTS of 6.5, but couldn't apply for the scholarship because I missed 0.5 point in one of the subjects
• I was in Indonesia only to celebrate my parents' silver wedding anniversary
• I got my german driving license.

So, something continues... This is how I want my future to be like:
I will finish my master within 2 years

 

Getting married or engaged in the age of 25

Have 3 cute kids and a gentle lovely husband and living in small comfortable house with a garden

Get a job with a good salary in North Rhein-Westfalen or anywhere else where Thomas and I can live together
 





Get myself a BMW Mini

 
Photos: google

Day 8: A moment I felt most satisfied with my life

This most satisfied feeling doesn't mean like, I don't have any other problems to face, does it? Or maybe I haven't had it yet... I mean, I was satisfied, when I got enrolled in Santa Ursula. That was kinda achievement in life. Haha. But I know, the hard 3 years are coming closer... I was satisfied, that I finished bachelor defence and thesis with a perfect score. But I knew then directly after, that I was facing the problem that I am jobless. I was satisfied having an really pretty apartment for my own butt, but I knew, that is gonna be a problem when I don't get a job in NRW. I am satisfied that I am studying what I want, but I need to work hard and think hard to be able to get a job in NRW (if Thomas couldn't move to another bundesland). So yeah, I don't know. I am satisfied with what I have now, but maybe I can't define it as 'the most satisfied moment'.

Day 7: my zodiac sign and how it fits my personality

It's the same thing, I got on the previous blog challenge. So here to recall..

Day 6: 30 interesting facts about me

I wrote 24 already and it's just gone. Unbelievable :(
So here they are:
1. I was born in Jakarta on a indonesian friendship day in 1990
2. I am left-handed in writing and playing badminton or tennis
3. I am right-handed in cutting, playing baseball or guitar
4. I can use both to iron my clothes. Not at the same time though.
5. Love musicals, would really love to watch all of them live, but they are sometimes extremely expensive :(
6. Sound of music was the first musical I watched live, played by sanurians in GKJ. Since then, I watched the film, my grandpa even copied my 2 soundtrack books, memorized all the songs and all the actors& actress by heart. Just imagine this freaky 11-year-old girl...
7. No, I don't play bass, but really want to..
8. I am singing in Lounge Pad since May/June 2013. The first thought as I joined in: "oh damn, no one as a potential boyfriend..." Haha, things change tho! ;)
9. Don't ever offer me to share a schnitzel when I'm drunk.. I'll eat them all, try to put everything in my mouth, but land on the floor and you have to pay :P
10. I learned guitar because I admire somebody. I stop playing guitar, because I'm in love with somebody
11. I can't eat that spicy, but my favorite food is still rendang
12. My dream car is BMW-Mini.. It has to be a mini!
13. I paid for german driving license with my own salary.
14. I can drive in Germany, but not in Indonesia. My parents still believe that I can drive. Besides, I don't want to drive as well, because the traffic is rude!
15. I am a tea-lover, but no spice-tea..
16. I can't eat weißwurst and honey mustard as Germans do.. If you want me to die, then yes..
17. When is this gonna reach 30???
18. I tried to pee on a pissoir when I was in the kindergarten. I was wondering why the pissoir is quite high for me.. So I stood on tiptoe, lifted one of my leg, and the rest... you know.
19. Craving for martabak bangka....
20. Actually, I need 1 cm more to may sit on a normal car seat...
21. I think my high school uniform is pretty cool, my boyfriend said it doesn't look like a (normal)uniform
22. I love math, but I was kicked out of the class by Pak Robert two times because I couldn't finish my homework. O what a shame...
23. I was born as a dancer, but I haven't danced since 2 years.. Couldn't convince Thomas strong enough to be my dance partner.
24. Maybe I should remind him tho. Last time he was a bit jealous, because I danced with a stranger at Dariusz's birthday (well I was actually dancing with Dariusz' brother).
25. I'm moved on from misdinar. YEAY! I still love to be on altar once in a while when I'm home, but I don't have this miss-the-duty-on-christmas-or-easter kind of homesick
26. Still a big fan of powerpuff girls
27. The train was once being cancelled because of me. I had a stomachache and I got unconscious for several times before entering the train's toilette. They brought me to hospital in Eschweiler by firefighter wagon and Nessa was there with me, got confused with me and the people that only talk german, but at the end enjoying the view of some handsome doctors who examined me ;)
28. I don't eat raisin and marzipan
29. I still want to meet Lea Salonga, Colm Wilkinson and Alfie Boe
30. Don't really like the fact that germans are way busier during the advent than indonesians.. It's so difficult to invite people to come on my birthday.. That's disappointing...

Day 5: A time I thought about ending my own life

Oh. This is absurd. I have never thought about this before. Honestly not really.
One thing possible that I ought to think, that I want to die peacefully, like just take a nap and than just pass away. I don't think it could be categorized as 'ending my own life'. This phrase just sounds like 'choose between accident or suicide'. Haha. For me at least.

So ok. I have read some articles of some people who might almost killed by something. From all, there is only one thing I would consider. Have you ever heard about the 'angel of death'? It's not really like angel, it's actually just a normal person, whose job is to inject some chemical to his client, which cause his death. Some people chose this, like for couples, who have lived unseparable for years and suddenly one of them got really sick. I might consider this way,as long as:

•  I am old enough, that my children could feed themselves despite my absent,
•  My husband is not dead by sudden,
• My husband and I have this unseparable bond,
• We are debt-free.

Anything else I forgot? Hmm, I don't know.. Enough for know I guess... Live my life, just as it is and give my best :)

Day 4: my view on religion

Hmm. This is a not-so-easy topic ya. 

Es ist einfach ein bisschen anders geworden, seitdem ich umgezogen bin. Ich habe keine Zeit mehr, um zu Herz-Jesu Freitagsmesse zu gehen, da ich ja freitags normalerweise auf dem Weg nach Linnich bin. Seitdem gehe ich auch nur noch selten zur indonesischen Messe. Hmm, jetzt, wo ich es schreibe, vermisse ich KMKI doch. Aber irgendwie hat es auch nicht zeitlich gepasst. Als ich einen Monat da war, gab es einfach keine Messe :(

Und so nach fast 6 Jahren ist die Sehnsucht nach Messdiener auch viel geringer geworden (gue udah move on, yeah!).

Naja, abgesehen davon versuche ich die Glaube noch zu halten. Ich glaube immer noch daran, dass der Gott seine Macht und Zeit hat, alles in seine Ordnung zu bringen. Natürlich wird es sich nix ändern, wenn man nix tut. Also lernen, studieren, Masterarbeit schreiben, Job suchen muss man schon tun. Da muss man schon sein Bestens geben. Den Rest macht der Gott. 

Ich glaube fest daran: Gott steckt immer hinter mir :) Wenn mir was Schlimmes passiert ist, steckte bestimmt was Gutes dahinter, das ich vllt zu dem Zeitpunkt einfach noch nicht begreifen konnte.. Man muss auch Geduld hat, bis es auftaucht, dann versteht man auch.

Ich bin katholisch und bleibe bis meinen Tod treu.

Day 3: my view on drugs and alcohol

For me, it's a clear statement:

I've never used drugs and will never used that as well.

I'm not really against alcohol, because I also drink alcohol. But we should know ourself better and muss not let ourself be addicted to alcohol. My dad doesn't like it that much, that I was so drunk once. Thomas and I drink wine or beer usually on special occasions or weekends, when we meet friends or colleagues. Alcohol as a social drink, but I always look on the situation, with who I go drinking.. As a lady, I feel not so safe if I'm drunk and I have to walk home alone. Trust me. This happened a few times to me, so that I could say this. That's my tips :) Have a hand that you can trust to be hold when you're drunk, otherwise drink so much, that you can still walk straight ;)

Day 2: where I would like to be in 10 years

Anywhere. As long as I am with Thomas :) I should have got married by that time and might have (at least) 2 little cute children? I mean, in 10 years I will be 34 years old. *gees, old*

I would be still in Germany, I guess. Buy a house and a good mini ;) Hope to get a full-time job and no probleme with visa, though.

Day 1: my current relationship

What a hard first theme ;)
As you know, I'm with Thomas since almost 1,5 year.. A lot of things has changed since then, of course, like you know, we are more opened to each other. Thomas is a talkative as before, but I have been more talkative to him as well.

We are now in a long distance relationship, since I live in Oldenburg. But I go back home almost every weekend, so everything is quite fine. We are adults, and try to behave like adults. We have a gap of 7,5 years, but there is a time, where Thomas really act older and more protective, but for some case he treats me like we are just in the same age. So, it's just a perfect balance.

We have the same goal for our relationship. He knows my parents and my brother. And hopefully my brother and Thomas can get closer to each other as well. I know Thomas' big family.

3m

8m

10m

I'm happy to be with him and looking forward to step further with him. So, isn't it just perfect? :)

Blog Challenge 2015

Ab morgen soll es beginnen :)

Phantom of The Opera

Die Überschrift ist wahrscheinlich eindeutig. Ich hab das Phantom der Oper in Hamburg geguckt. Musik und Akustik ziemlich klasse. Bühne und Effekte waren echt gut gemacht. Mit der Übersetzung habe ich eigentlich schlimmer erwartet. Sie war ganz ok. Das Musical hat mir richtig gut gefallen. Vielleicht gucke ich auch das zweite :)

Am Freitag war ich im Miniatur Wunderland.

Bahnhof am Abend

Zigeuner

UFO

Oktoberfest in Bayern

This kinda colourful summer break

Es geht also direkt weiter, nachdem meine Eltern zurückgeflogen sind. Vier Wochen erstmal bei Thomas chillen, ein bissl Musik machen, spazieren gehen, Freunde besuchen. Ich hab auch endlich mal wieder mit Judith, Josephine und Feryal getroffen und gequatscht. Und Sabine, Khaled und Peggy auch. Wir haben zu zweit auch noch Köln besucht. Mathilda nur kurz gebabysitted. 

Dita & Tom machten ein übliches Touristenpflichtfoto vor dem Kölner Dom

You see the hair? I made it for her :)

Khaleds Abschiedsparty

Es gab ein Projekt. Wir haben Zaun gebaut, aus dem Relem eigentlich nicht rausgehen kann. Sie ist aber echt ein Lumpen. Das glaubst du gar nicht. Wir haben uns eine Woche damit beschäftigt, um herauszufinden, wo der Ausgang von Salem ist. Erfolgreich hat sie uns nur getauscht. Es ist uns mittlerweile egal. Sie kriegt sogar jetzt ne Treppe. Es hat mir eigentlich ziemlich Spaß gemacht, Zementieren, Schrauben, Messen, Streichen, außer dass es mega warm war. Dank Onkel Walter, der die meisten gemacht hat und uns mechanische Sachen gezeigt hat :)

Hier ist der neue tolle Zaun!

Hmm oja. Und am 29.8 haben wir aufm Dariuszs Geburtstag gefeiert. Reingefeiert eigentlich. Er hatte am Sonntag Geburtstag und wurde 50! Er hat Gerling Pavilion gemietet und das Essen war großartig! Alles lecker, aber richtig. 

Letzten Samstag haben wir Metti mit Sonjas Idee überrascht und wir haben ihn abgeholt, damit er mit uns auf die Bierbörse ging. Wir haben Mettis Geburtstag dann da reingefeiert. Das Wetter war eigentlich ok, es war zumindest nicht mehr nass, als wir da ankamen, aber je dunkler, desto kälter war es (trotz WINTERJACKE). Und später hat Tom sein Heizkissen benutzt, um meinen Po zu erwärmen.. Haha. Der Abend war auf jeden Fall spaßig. Ich und 7 Jungs: Tom, Metti, Christian, Darek, PeterK, Peterli, Robin. Klingt gerade wie Snow White and The Seven Dwarfs. Aber genauso umgekehrt. Ich war natürlich die kleinste ;) Auf der Bierbörse habe ich Münchener Hell, Erdbeerbier, 2 heiße Met, Rothaus Pils, Mühlen Kölsch. Die ersten drei haben mir ganz gut geschmeckt.

Es ist das Ende der zweiten Woche meines Praktikums in der audiometrischen Abteilung im EV. Ich durfte ab und zu schon alleine Tonaudiometrie und Tymp messen. Immer wieder brauchte ich Hilfe, aber es sollte ja eigentlich normal sein.

Juhuuu :)

 So ab ins Wochenende! Ich fahre diesmal nicht nach Jülich. Thomas ist beschäftigt mit der Wahl. Ich mach mir ein schönes Wochenende in Hamburg und gucke Phantom der Oper. ;) Schönes WE!!