Happy 2 years!

It is nice to see, that we've reached so far.. Well, at least for us :) Those two years were lovely and tough at the same time. Sure culture and long distance relationship didn't make everything easier. But both of us are still able to support each other. I think, we try to build a relationship like two mature adults. Each of us put effort, so that our communication stays stable.

Last Saturday, Thomas took me on a dinner. He booked Pinnochio before telling me. I was surprised and happy for the whole week. Thomas had never reserved table for our date. Before we went together for a mass in the hospital chappel in Jülich. Guess what! We had to sit right behind the altar. My head was full of uncertainty and fear, because I don't think Thomas would like it. But that was the only place left for two! At the end of the mass, the priest came to us and asked, whether we felt okay sitting behind the altar. So nice of him! I think Thomas did enjoy the mass somehow ;) Dinner was also nice. I got my risotto and Thomas ate house speciality. We were so full :) And yeah, we were so lucky, that despite of having no tickets, we were allowed to enter the 'concert' (casting for jazz day in Düren). Christian and his new girlfried were also there. There were 5 performances. The first was from Stimm So, an acapella group. They did pretty good! I love them. The second was uh-oh... over self-confident. The third was a girl from Dormagen playing guitar. She sang really well and was cute. The fourth was The Tideline who performed at Jazz Day in Düren last year. The last was a David Bowie tribute band. They fulfilled the stage. Gosh. I think they were ok (but they were quite loud), but I didn't expect them to win. I prefered the acapella group. But ok, if this tribute band won, what should I do. I won't go to the juries and influence them to choose the first group. Haha. However, I don't think I would ever like David Bowie's music.... Sorry, David... We took taxi from Jülich to Floßdorf and I have to say: I underestimated the taxi cost. I used taxi from Linnich to Jülich and it cost me around 15€. But that night, we had to pay 24€! Ooops, sorry, Thomas. The rest of the night was also nice. We watched the mentalist, but after 1,5 episodes I (as always) felt asleep. Thomas woke me up and didn't get off my back and giggled  me until I gave up. Menno.

Thank you to have understood, loved and supported me with all your heart during these 2 years.

I am grateful to have met you in my life and that you're part of my life. I learned so much from you, and hope I can learn more...

Cheers, for us and amazing years ahead!

Our First Holiday Trip: Alkmaar

This is it! Thomas and Dita finally went for holidays together. No moms, no dads. I was kinda depressed the last few weeks, imagining that I might have no summer holidays in Indonesia this year, which is for me, kinda no holidays for the rest of the year. I asked Thomas to spend some time with me, just for us. Not at home.

I know our financial situation is actually not that good to afford long holidays in a good hotel including transport and foods etc. So, Thomas kindly asked his uncle who lives in Alkmaar (NL) whether we may stay over for a few days in his house. And he said YES! So, this is a start of our journey :)

We caught up on our train on Thursday, March 17th at 7:50 in Lindern. Change trains in Herzogenrath, Heerlen and Utrecht. We arrived there around 12. Thomas was in Alkmaar 10 years ago. And Alkmaar has been changed within these years. However, Thomas finally found the way to Jürgen's house. So, his house was so neat and pretty and clean. I love it. We looked around the house and put our stuff in the guest room, which was quite small with the double bed, but I totally love it. Somehow. Nice, colorful (eventhough lil bit pink dominant) room and bed sheet. Thomas said, the house hasn't change so much after more than 10 years. I was really hungry, so we went to Alkmaar city center. I haven't been in Holland for 4 years, was quite shocked seeing the prices in front of the restaurants (I forgot to bring cash with me! Stupid me. Haha). Anyway, we decided to eat in a Greek restaurant. I think it was delicious (or I was too hungry ;)). Then we walked around the city center. Thomas showed me some places he knew from the past. Jürgen wrote us a letter that he would be back at around 17:30. So, we actually wanted to sit in a small cafe, enjoying tea and dutch dessert. But suddenly Thomas got stomachache. So we decided to run away back home. After a few time arriving at the house, Simone (Jürgen's girlfriend) came home. Around 17:30 Jürgen arrived home as well, but he still needed to go to see his therapist first. So, Thomas and I took a small walk to a small supermarket behind the house that also hasn't changed after 10 years.

on the way to the supermarket

Jürgen was back and he brought us to the beach (Egmond aan Zee). He actually wanted to eat in a restaurant right on the beach, but full. So we went somewhere there on foot. Restaurant De Oude Clipper. I love the place. They have ship inside the restaurant as the bar, surrounding with water with some gold fish in it. Nice fine dining restaurant. I ordered fish platte and dame blanche as dessert. Yummy! Then we went back home.

We finally went to the beaaaaccchhh!!! We love see! 

On the next day (Friday, March 18th), Thomas and I stayed in bed longer after waking up so early on Thursday. And I was basically K.O after those days (I worked the whole day on Monday, travelled directly afterward to Aachen for the DAGA, so yes, I was at DAGA for the whole Tuesday and Wednesday, and still went to the band practice on Wed night). Jürgen came back after half-day work and took us to Zuiderzeemuseum. It was unfortunatelly closed. So we went further to Batavia Stad. It was like in Wertheim, factory outlet heaven with a Batavia ship on the other side. We decided for a tour on the ship. The tour was just for four of us (Thomas, his uncle, his uncle's girlfriend, and me) guided by a middle age dutch man who speaks also german. So he explained everything in german (as Simone understands german quite well). Batavia Ship is a ship that used to bring the Dutches from Amsterdam to Jakarta and spices and indonesian slaves or women from Jakarta to Amsterdam. The ship was remade and had not the original size. Though, it was still impressive and to operate such a ship, you need LOTS of physics and mathematics. Sounds like fun. But no, I don't want to travel with that ship to Jakarta. No thanks. Hahah. So, we continued our journey to Enkhuizen find something to eat (I was starving). And yeah again, we went for fine-dining there in De Drie Haringhe. Note: we didn't pay a cent. The food was soooo delicious. I love my roast beef appetizer with truffle mayo and breast duck for the main course. So well cooked!

on the Batavia Ship

Eckhuis

Jürgen challenged me to cook some indonesian food for dinner. I took the challenge and cooked opor ayam with tofu and eggs as well. With no instant spices. Yeah, I was good. LOL. So yeah, we went shopping for the dinner in Alkmaar city center on Saturday. We went first to a toko. And I felt like in heaven!! Indonesian food everywhere!! But I knew what I want: Spekoek! (Ind: Kue Lapis or Lapis Legit).Thomas made Bakwan Jagung(proud girlfriend lah!)and Jürgen was responsible for the appetizer (Thai soup). The opor was at last successful, after worrying because the opor tasted so plain at first.

Alkmaar city center

On Sunday, Jürgen invited us to watch Cirque du Soleil Amaluna in Amsterdam. I was surprised and told Thomas about the price of the tickets we got from his uncle. Amaluna was super cool. Lots of Chinese people doing the acrobatics. Amazing show. Then we splitted. Thomas and I continued our trip to Leiden to meet Jenov and Christoph there. It was so nice of them to show us Leiden. Leiden is nice, very dutch (you know, windmills, grachtfahrten, bridges and even sold cathedral...). They have also a small burg, where you can see Leiden from above and the oldest university in the Netherlands. Then we ended in an italian restaurant V.I.P (Very Italian Pizza). They had a very delish salmon pizza and tartufo! Jenov ordered Ravioli with truffle sauce, it was delicious!

Amaluna, Amsterdam

Double date in Leiden

 Monday is the day to go back. I was kinda sad. The trip was so nice and that day we couldn't meet Jürgen before our departure. We had said goodbye to him the night before. Nevertheless, we met Simone, said goodbye to her. We went first to the supermarket, bought something for home, headed to Linnich again and can't wait for the next trip :)

Bye Alkmaar! Til next time :)

Bekasi: 1st week

Juhuu, I'm home for the next 3 weeks :) I miss my boyfriend though, too much...
My first week was totally fine, but tiring though. I arrived on Thursday and had to get prepared for the reception of my parents' silver wedding anniversary. I intended to make decoration surprise for them (I made photo booth) and prepared everything from Germany. Generally, the party and the mass went well, even though my whole fam blamed me for they being late to the church, because I locked my bedroom and took the key with me and my brother couldn't take his jacket. Sorry, but I resist to be blamed: 1. I've shown my brother that there is one jacket in my cupboard TWICE (don't ask why it was there, complicated) and he didn't want to take it out directly; 2. I told my fam that locking is not practical and they kept on forcing me to lock; 3. as long as I'm home, I have the right to decide whether to lock my own bedroom or not and where I shall put it.

Anyway. People seemed to enjoy me and Pap singing "The Prayer" and actually, the whole mass. It was glad to see my dad's and mom's friends and relatives there attending the mass and the party. Even I was stopped almost all the time by my parents' friends or relatives to talk for a while. I must say, it was really nice. Personally, I didn't really know what had happened on the stage, except of glasses clinking and "Do You Know Your Partner That Well"- Quiz. Feel better to sit on the back and talk to some people in person, make some photos. Eventhough, I couldn't finish one portion of Bakso, which consisted of 4 pieces of meatball, after more than an hour.  In the evening I went to "Rekoleksi Calon Misdinar" to the jurit malam part and afterwards hung out with the old friends from the altar boys/girls to McDonald from 2 til 3 in the morning. Dennis drove us with his "truck". Bimo, Frans, and I had the honor to sit on the back. I love the fresh air!!! :) No matter I got sick afterwards, hehe.

On Sunday, there was an open event in the church, organised by the youth, called "All You Can Eat Ice Cream". And yeah, I ate 4 scoops. Don't worry, not at once. I met my physics teacher from the junior high, some friends from KMKI, who have been back here for good and a not funny clown, who was so heated in the costume he got (dat tut mir aber leid). We need to do dangdut, no any clear instruction. Meh. Don't mind, we won prize (all of us, haha).

I have already "visited" my grandma on the cemetery. Oh, damn, I miss her so much. Why can't she just come in my dream.... :( And visited Christo as well! Get well soon, my lil brother!

Oh, hey, we got a new president and vice president: Joko Widodo and Jusuf Kalla!! Congratulations!! FYI, their concurrent, Prabowo Subianto, couldn't accept his lose and walked out during the recapitulation of the election comittee. So, on the next days, we were not sure, whether it's safe enough to go out of the house. In the other hand, there are also some jokes related to his fanatic and pathetic fans, who promised to CUT HIS PENIS (Ahmad Dhani, the most idiot indonesian musician) or run around our national monument NACKED (2 girls) or go from Jogjakarta to Jakarta ON FOOT (another stupid politician), etc. Wait, NO! They weren't jokes, they are true! Those people said that on public media. Now, Joko Widodo's supporter marched on the street, to push these people fulfill their promises. Mampus lo! I hope that soon the situation could be calmed down.

Hey, yesterday my boyfriend called me!! :) Lalala... Miss him.. I don't like long distance :(

So enough for this week. See you next week in Bali!

Celebrations this week

July 7th: our 3rd monthiversarry :) n Gregor's birthday
July 8th: Mom and Dad's silver wedding anniversary. Germany won the match against Brazil 7:1 :D
July 9th: Mom's 55th birthday!
July 10th: last last exam from FH
July 11th: safe landing for the weekend
July 12th: it's weekend!! get ready for home ;)
July 13th: Germany is gonna win the final match WM 2014!!

MAKE A WISH!!

I want to love you more...

Let's Celebrate!

There are two reasons to celebrate today:

1. I finally passed the theory exam for the driving license (yes finally finally, my driving trainer doesn't have any reason to say I'm lazy ;))
2. one month with Tom :)

Yuhuuuuu!!

Happy 4 Weeks!

Yeay, today we have been exactly 4 weeks together. May love grows more and more between us!

I did enjoy my long weekend. After haven't met him for almost two weeks, I finally met my boyfriend again :) My weekend started on Wednesday evening, after giving extra math class in Jülich. I was so excited like never before. Guys, I WAS HEADING FLOßDORF!! Which means: I visited my boyfriend at his parents' house for the first time. We enjoyed the night together, watched movie, BBQed. It was nice. On the next day, her mom brought me to Opa. That day, I went back to my apartment, but in the evening my boyfriend came here. We enjoyed the fish on Friday from a fish corner in Jülich, which has been opened from the last 50 years (at least we believe so). My boyfriend needed something "Guys' night" so we seperated there afterwards and we met again on Saturday afternoon. Yesterday I had lunch together with him and his parents. Well yea, I felt really accepted there. His parents were kind. And, after lunch, we headed Jülich to the mass and jam session. I'm glad that he went the whole night with me :)

From the parents

Hey, I would say, our relationship is heading on a right way and I hope it's going so further. We both have a long long way to go in front of us. But I love to hold his hand, and to path this way with him. 

Happy 4 weeks, Schatz!

Lucky

"Lucky I'm in love with my best friend.."

Never imagined before that this song will suit us so.

We're officially in a relationship :)

Thanks God. Hope this is Your answer of my prayer..

I love you!

#20 My Fears

I always thought that I'm brave enough to face a new world by myself, like me, when I was moving to Germany almost four years ago. I thought if I have to move somewhere, I don't have anything to loose.

In fact, at the moment I'm having the same feeling like I had about six/seven years ago, when David, Andre and the other friends were moving out for the study (well, in fact now that I'm the farest among all). I might be brave of moving out. But I'm scared of changes! And this is the most horrible feeling I ever had. Feeling of being left. I'm afraid, everything is not going to be the same when he/she is not there anymore. The feeling that I might cry the loudest. Something that pushes me to go out of the box again. Sometimes is not so nice. Like how I feel comfortable right now with the people in Jülich or in the lab where I work. But knowing that some people or actually one will not be there from next month, that scares me a lot. and I don't know wheather I have to stay or leave :( I hope he's not leaving.

Wire Analogy

Wire is where current flows

Heart is where love grows

Wire helps current to find output

Heart helps me to find

.you.

My wire is colorful, just like love.
Photo: Felicia Primadita

This is what happened when one works too long with electronics 

and when my supervisor  had birthday :P

Unglaublich

Bevor ich schlafen gehe, möchte ich jetzt erstmal schnell was schreiben.

Ein langer Tag heute. Bin wie auch immer um 6.20 aufgestanden, um 9.30 zur FH gelaufen.

war dann um 12 Uhr bis 13.40 bei Khaled zum Kochen und Essen (bin eine bescheurte Studentin,mache zu lange Pause), aber ich muss sagen, das Essen war lekker. Pizza Zucchini, Salat, Guacamole, gebratenes Fleisch mit Paprika und als Nachtisch Fruchtzwerge und Apfel mit Zimt und Eissahne. TOP!!

Oh, und der, der neben mir gesassen hat, sah echt gut aus.. ;)

 Ich arbeitete dann noch bis 18 Uhr und zog schnell um und fuhr in die Kirche. Das Singen war ok. Ein bisschen peinlich,da ich bei Wonderful Day ganz am Ende einen extrem trockenen Hals bekam und nicht mehr singen konnte. Uuunndd! beim letzten Lied habe ich mich vertan. Ich sollte "Mund" singen, aber kam "Mond" raus. Oooopppsss! Aber die Wortgottesfeier war richtig schön :)

Hier kommt jetzt der Hacken, warum der Titel so ist. 

Seit 2 Jahren war ich in jemanden total verliebt, und wo ich mich jetzt beschlossen habe, dass ich kein weiteres Gefühl haben will (und das tue ich auch noch).....,  hat er mich nach dem Gottesdienst UMARMET als Verabschiedung!

Ich dachte, er ist doch ein Typ, der überhaupt keine Frauen einfach umarmet, er gibt meistens nur die Hand.

Nachdem was alles geschehen ist, würde ich das ganze als "Magic" nennen. Ach je... 

So ich geh jetzt schlafen. Mein Betreuer holt mich morgen um 7:30 Uhr ab. Morgen ist ein großer Tag. Druck uns bitte die Daumen!

Oh, noch eins! Ich hab heute zum ersten Mal mit meinen eigenen Augen gesehen, wie Baby mit Ultraschallgerät untersucht wird. Ich konnte den Kopf, die Hände, und das HERZCHEN sehen! Sogar konnte man die Herzklappe noch sehen. Und alles geschah im Labor. Das war unglaublich geil. Also danke Matthias und Sonja!! :D Euch beide alles Gute!

Pemadam kebakaran

Me  : "Mami, doi ternyata pemadam kebakaran lho, hihihi, unik ya..."

Mami : "Pemadam kebakaran apa maksudnya? Api cinta? Hahahhaa..."

Me  : -_____-

Kecap manis...

Udah lama ga nulis pake bahasa Indonesia. hehehe.. Berhubung gw lagi mau ngomongin orang, jadi pake bahasa aja yah :P

Mulai dari bulan yang lalu, gw memulai projek tugas akhir gw di salah satu labor di kampus. Kebetulan mereka lagi punya topik yang sesuai sama minat gw, jadi akhirnya mereka menerima gw. hehehe. It was a big big big, huge blessing, you know! Gw rasa semua emang udah disiapkan jalannya sama yang di atas. Gw dapat pembimbing yang gw udah kenal dari studkol, karena dia bekas guru fisika gw. Super pinter dan orangnya asik. Oh ya trus atmosfer labnya bisa bikin lw betah kerja dalam waktu seminggu saja. aseeeekkk..

Ada satu orang yang menarik perhatian gw. Tadinya gw selalu duduk di belakang dia. Sekarang gw pindah ke sebelahnya. Asooooyyy.hahaha. Pertama kenal udah berasa banget auranya aura pegawai, ga taunya sebenernya masih nulis skripsi dia, tp pengalamannya bejibun dan udah dimasukin dalam jajaran pegawai. Pinter yah. Orangnya kalem, dewasa, kalo diliat, makin lama makin manis. *asik, kecap kali*

Mengandalkan faktor hoki, gw mengajak dia dateng ke kursus dansa dengan alasan: belakangan kebanyakan cewe, gw bete. Tadinya jawabannya ga pasti gitu lho, eh akhirnya orangnya dateng juga dan ternyata jago men, jago!! Dari discofox, jenis tarian yang menurut gw tadinya paling membosankan, sama dia jadi super asik, gw langsung terangkat gtu derajatnya. hahaha :) Sejak itu dia jadi partner dansa gw. Semoga tetap. *keep crossing fingers* Baru 3x sejauh ini. dan minggu depan udah libur lagi. huff.

Intinya gw tertarik sama dia. Berlanjutlah ke party FH setelah ujian. Gw emang pengen dateng sih, anggep aja sebagai perayaan atas ujian terakhir gw *semoga. dan untungnya ujian terakhir gw kemarin cukup lancar*. Jadi ceritanya gw abis ujian ajak dia ke party itu. Nah you know lah. Namanya party. Dari pengalaman gw dijodoh2in sm Thomas, kyna gw harus siap mabok. Jadi pertama2, siap uang karena bir mahal. Siap mental kalo sampe beneran mabok, everything could happen, ya gak? Sooo, dateng ke sana, ternyata oh ternyata dia pesen apa, Sodara-sodara? Cola! Yeah. Jadi gw jg ga perlu minum bir dan smpe jam 2 masih seger.

Oh ya, dulu Tomnya Telly bilang kalo cowo jerman mau nganterin cewe, berarti dia suka sama cewe itu. Belakangan gw sendiri merasa, kyna itu ga 100% bener sih.. Well let me list orang2 yang pernah nganter gw pulang naik mobil: 3 cewe, 5 cowo? Dari 5 orang itu 2 udah punya anak. Gw mengambil kesimpulan, memang masih banyak cowo jerman yang gentle bgt. TERMASUK si cowo labor gw ini!!

Baik bgt, banyak bgt persepsi gw yang salah ttg orang jerman, rasanya dipatahkan semua sama dia. Sopan banget. Gw dalam fase mengamati, sejauh ini kyna ajaran ortu dia sm ortu gw mirip. Dan gw merasa makin gw berusaha buat membuat dia tertarik dengan bertingkah aneh seperti memakai high heels, sok2an minum bir, malah hanya akan menjadi aneh di mata dia. I feel like, I just have to be myself when I'm near him. But it's still like a loooooonnngg long way to go. Walaupun buat gw dia perfek and though after all he has done, it doesn't mean that he likes me, and I quite noticed that. It's gonna be a loooonng looooooonnnggg way.

Oya satu lagi keunikannya. Dia ini orang pertama yang punya hobi jadi pemadam kebakaran. Denger cerita dia itu cuma bikin lagu tommy is a firefighter yang dulu pernah gw pelajarin pas les inggris mengiang-ngiang di kuping. Sayangnya youtube ga punya lagu itu dan gw jg udah sangat lupa.hahaha.

Mohon doanya lah, temans... Mami bilang "semoga semuanya indah pada waktuNya ya..." ;) hope so

I pray..

So Lord, please hear my prayer....

Let tomorrow will be a wonderful night and really2 hope that he doesn't have girlfriend yet.

Klepek-Klepek

Paraaaaahhh... Paraaaahhhhh....

Orang ini ganteng, manis bgt senyumnya, tinggi, baik hati, rapi, bisa (dan jago men!) dansa, dan wangi men!! wangi!! Aaaaarrgghh perfekt sekali :)

Was ist, wenn....

...ich den schönen Mann (GW) umarmen möchte?

... ich ihn in die Hand greifen würde, wenn wir spazierengehen?

Würde er auch solches Gesicht machen?

        --- aber eins ist es mir klar. Ich brauche Schuhe mit hohem Absatz. Naja, 9 cm mindestens :/

Are you worth enough?

Women and men usually make their standards of choosing their partner of life. Just be honest. I made it, too. But I felt slapped hard enough after reading Mario Teguh's wall:

ASIMH (Awas Status Ini Mengandung Humor):

Om, kapan aku boleh jatuh cinta? 
Berhati-hatilah, anak muda belum bisa membedakan cinta dan kesukaan yang akut. 

Kesukaan yang akut: 
Model handphone yang baru, sangat diinginkan, cepat dilupakan saat ada yang baru. 

Cinta: 
Tetap menggunakan telepon model lama. (Tapi mungkin itu masalah uang yang kurang – he he …) 

Om, kalo aku terlalu memilih pasangan, salah gak?
Ya, karena TERLALU memilih menjadikanmu TIDAK TERPILIH.

Orang yang terlalu memilih, membuat orang lain menjadi kritis tentang KEPANTASAN-NYA untuk DIPILIH.

Orang akan bilang:
Pilih-poloh-pilih-poloh, you sendiri pantas dipilih gak? Ora nyebut!

Aku maunya cewe yang cakep, pinter, kaya, Miss Mojokerto, anggun, dan penurut.
Hmm … dia mau nggak sama kamu?

Om Mario, kenapa ya? kalo orang cakep, pinter, sukses itu – rata-rata sombong?
Alhamdulillah … saya tidak.

Mario Teguh – Loving you all as always

Source: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Mario-Teguh/52472954880?fref=ts

Somehow, I come to one point of reflection. On my list I made, I wrote that my future husband must have a better level of education than mine. Well, I learned that from my last relationship. I just realized, it can't be that it comes just from my point of view, hä? I'm getting to know someone at the moment. Well, I knew that he got his diplom (eq. indonesian S2/Master) for long time I guessed, and I just knew that he's on his way to get his doctoral title (eq. indonesian S3). Then I get it why he suggested me to take master directly after finishing bachelor. Not only he, but also the others. 

I think, if I want to take him seriously, then it might be his standard of choosing women. Does it make sense for you? I mean, if I want a husband with at least one title higher than me, then it could also happen, that he wants also a wife that maximum one title lower. Right right right?

I'm picky, so I should also made out of myself that worth to be chosen.

Good luck with your love life, friends :)

1. Samstagsabend

Thanks to Qaqa Ega for reminding me.

19.5.2012 pertama kali malem mingguan di Jerman ;)
uhuuuuyy!!

Blushing

Diesen Mittwoch fand endlich die Wort-Gottes-Feier-Vorbereitung statt. Außer gedacht waren so viele gekommen: Caren, Cony, Peggy, Viky, Bertrand, Alexander und ich. Wie auch immer haben wir Pizza bestellt und los mit dem Evangeliumtext. Das Evangelium las ich zuhause vorher. Ich war auch so begeistert, dass ich die Lieder vorher schon ein bisschen suchte. Leider habe ich kein Gotteslobgesangbuch. Also suchte ich nach ein paar englischen bzw. indonesischen Liedern. Meine Vorschläge: - Lagu untuk Mama -- abgelehnt - WOnderful Day -- schön aber noch nicht sicher, ob das machbar ist. Möchte ich unbedingt das Lied in der WGF haben, müsste ich solo singen oder selber spielen. Singen und spielen klappt bei mir meisten nicht :/ Also musste ich die Noten suchen. Ja habe ich doch gefunden. Am Donnerstag fand der Gitarrenkurs statt. Die Noten habe ich Alexander gegeben. Aber! das war Not Angka, für die Chöre. Ich wusste gar nicht dass die Deutschen kein Not Angka lesen können, genauso wie die Indonesier kein 'h' als 'bes' verstehen. Oje oje. Überraschung von Alexander: ich sollte gestern das Lied im Kurs nochmal spielen. Vor allen! Einschließlich vor Gregor. O weh o weh. Ich war so rot geworden >.< Ciiiiinnnggg maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu *tapi mau haha* Ach ja, das muss ich noch erzählen. Gestern hat uns Gregor "More than Words" beigebracht, was ich gebeten habe. Klasse. I think he's sweet in the way he is. hahah. Hauptsache, er sung und spielte. K.E.R.E.N. He is just awesome ^^.

Falling in You

It was you. Yeah it was you

who makes me fallin and fallin again

If you know

how hard I tried to make these butterflies in my stomach die

then you should know

how easy you have made them live again

If you know

how hard I tried to doctrine myself not hoping on your love

then you should know

how easy you broke the hope down just everytime I see you

It was you. yeah it was you

who makes me fallin and fallin

I like it. for no reason.

But will you catch me while I'm fallin?

Will you help me standing after all?

It was you. yeah it was you

who makes me fallin and fallin

but I like it. for no reason.

Diingatkan Kembali

Kemarin saya membantu teman-teman saya menscan lembaran untuk rosario. Kebetulan mama dulu mengirim buku itu dan kebetulan juga bukunya kok sama, dengan yang dipakai teman-teman yang sudah rajin rosario di KMKI. Pas menscan itu, saya tidak sengaja membaca lagi kover belakang buku. Ada kata-kata indah favorit saya yang selama ini ternyata terlupakan. Begini bunyinya:

Tuhan takkan terlambat

juga takkan lebih cepat

semuanya....

Dia jadikan indah tepat pada waktuNya

Tuhan takkan terlambat

juga tak akan lebih cepat

ajarlah kami setia selalu menanti waktuMu Tuhan

(Pengkhotbah 3:11)

Hari ini saya mendapatkan kesempatan emas untuk tanya 1 dari 100 pertanyaan yang bolak balik pop out di kepala buat ditanyain ke si G****r. Satu aja cukup kayaknya (untuk menggugurkan pertanyaan yang lain).

G: *ngoceh soal Essen*

D: "oh tapi ga ada student ya?"

G: "yah udah rada2 lebih tua sih kaya gw lah,tapi kan kita terbuka buat siapa aja" *aha*

D: "emang lw umur berapa?" *harap2 cemas*

G: 39

*anjriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttt*

Sepertinya saya ditegur. Diingatkan lagi untuk berpasrah.. Saya tahu banget kata-kata ini, dan selama ini saya juga suka mengingatkan diri saya untuk bersabar. Sayangnya saya *entah kenapa* ga bisa sabar. Sampai-sampai saya sendiri sempat beberapa kali berdoa begini:

"Tuhan, aku tau Engkau menyiapkan semuanya indah pada waktuMu. Aku percaya itu. Aku tau aku hanya harus sabar. Tapi aku kok ga bisa, Tuhan. (kyna aku kepo banget pengen tau siapa jodohku nanti hehehe) Ajarkanlah aku untuk lebih sabar menantikan waktuMu"

Ajarlah aku setia selalu menanti waktuMu Tuhan