Menyedihkan minggu ini. Lost of motivation gini. Kalo mau dansa itu rasanya sedih.. Rasanya masih pengen terus dansa sm Andreas. Well, yeah, we were making good progression together. Dan rasanya dgn partner gw yg baru, gw ga making any progress. Baik sih partner gw yg baru,3 tahun lebih muda dan tingginya ga terlalu jomplang dibanding gw sm Andreas. Tapi waktu gw masih sm partner gw yg lama, dia terlalu sering bolos, jadi ketinggalan byk bgt gerakan yg gw n Andreas bisa.Oh, I want him back :( *ah Dita, du bist so beklopft*
Anyway, minggu lalu gw tes IELTS. Huh. Gila deg2annyo.... Liat nanti deh hasilnya gimana. Belajarnya aja cuman seminggu. *Bunuh diri* Btw minggu lalu juga jadi banyak refleksi dan perbincangan. Antara gw dan beberapa teman. Tema besarnya: hidup di Jerman. Tema kecilnya satu tentang dilahirkan menjadi juara, yang satunya tentang struggling di Jerman yang keras buat dia dan keluarganya. Berat men temanya. Mungkin nanti kalo ada mood buat nulis, gw ulas di sini.
Oh ya, kemarin Länderabend Guatemala. Penuh bgt gila!! 80 orang lebih yang dateng. Padahal makanannya cuma disiapin buat 40 orang. Makanannya enak :) Gw paroan sm Sabine.
Clockwise: Tajados? (it's kind of nachos with tomato sauce, selery, onions and guacamole), candy made of milk and sugar, fried dough with beef, radish salat, meat with paprika, red bean paste (totally delicious), fried banana with red bean filling.
Presentasinya jg bagus. I got one more friendship band. Yesss! Thank you Enrique! Oh ya, that was a good night, I spent the rest of the night in the kitchen helping washing the dishes. We stayed til midnight. Gees! But it was nice. Good company I got :)
Ihr seid herzlich eingeladen!! Bisher sagt die Wettervorhersage über eine Regenwahrscheinlichkeit von nur 11 % Also kann immer noch besser sein :)) Wir drucken uns die Daumen!
"Sei gegrüßt, ihr, hübsche Mädchen! Hier gibt es nicht nur den schönen Burg, sondern auch viele Pferde, Kamele, schöne Stände und schöne Männer!! Ach ihr seid ja hübsch, ihr durft rein" Geil,nö? ;)
"Das Mittelalterfest in Mühlheim auf Schloss Broich war ein tolles Erlebnis. Zu sehen gab es allerhand von der originalgetreuen Ausrüstung (Schwerter, Bögen, Trinkhörner) oder Gewand bis zum leckeren essen und mitreißender Dudelsackmusik. Ausprobieren konnte man auch einiges z.B. Bogenschießen oder Kamelreiten. Die Show am Abend war definitiv eine Highlight mit Stunts zu Pferd mit Feuer, Rittertunier und Schwertkämpfen." V.Kaluza
"Eine wunderschöne Reise ins Mittelalter wo man vieles miterleben dürfte. Hat viel Spaß gemacht. Danke für den unvergesslichen Tag." ~U.Ismayilova
Pass mal auf, dass Ihre Kinder nicht so wild sind wie diese :P
Hänftasche
Feldschlacht
Mäuseroulette
Kamelreiten
He reminded me of Andreas Brinkmann (somehow), haha.
Tijs?
Sei gegrüßt, liebe Zuschauer!
Brucheball -- he looked like someone in The Hobbits
Something that you don't see everyday, just once a year, and if you said, you like to know more "typisch deutsch" (german tipically), then you should come and join us!
The price of the ticket could be cheaper, if so many are coming.
Don'be hesitate. Register yourself until 15th of May to the email above (it will be sent to me) or to me directly :)
Juhuuu.. bin theoretisch scheinfrei ;)
und (meiner Meinung nach) mit guter DN : 1,98
Meinen Eltern habe ich davon erzählt über Whatsapp.
Mein Papa hat entweder meine Nachricht noch nicht gelesen, oder er hat nichts zum Meckern.
Nachdem er letztes Semester wegen meiner 1,9 DN gemeckert hat, warte ich noch bisschen ab.
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Länderabend war ganz schön gemacht heute :) Der Vortrag war lang aber total interessant und das Essen hat mir auch richtig gut geschmeckt. Hab gutes Gespräch mit Alexander bis 23 Uhr. Danke allen :))
Especially when you're far away from home, you'll realize how precious your family is. And when you feel not at home, you'll realize how precious to have a friend who you can talk with, eventhough he/she doesn't speak your language.
I'm grateful to have Galih (my brother) here in Germany, who I can always talk with 24 hours long. and Alexander :)
Bevor ich schlafen gehe, möchte ich jetzt erstmal schnell was schreiben.
Ein langer Tag heute. Bin wie auch immer um 6.20 aufgestanden, um 9.30 zur FH gelaufen.
war dann um 12 Uhr bis 13.40 bei Khaled zum Kochen und Essen (bin eine bescheurte Studentin,mache zu lange Pause), aber ich muss sagen, das Essen war lekker. Pizza Zucchini, Salat, Guacamole, gebratenes Fleisch mit Paprika und als Nachtisch Fruchtzwerge und Apfel mit Zimt und Eissahne. TOP!!
Oh, und der, der neben mir gesassen hat, sah echt gut aus.. ;)
Ich arbeitete dann noch bis 18 Uhr und zog schnell um und fuhr in die Kirche. Das Singen war ok. Ein bisschen peinlich,da ich bei Wonderful Day ganz am Ende einen extrem trockenen Hals bekam und nicht mehr singen konnte. Uuunndd! beim letzten Lied habe ich mich vertan. Ich sollte "Mund" singen, aber kam "Mond" raus. Oooopppsss! Aber die Wortgottesfeier war richtig schön :)
Hier kommt jetzt der Hacken, warum der Titel so ist.
Seit 2 Jahren war ich in jemanden total verliebt, und wo ich mich jetzt beschlossen habe, dass ich kein weiteres Gefühl haben will (und das tue ich auch noch)....., hat er mich nach dem Gottesdienst UMARMET als Verabschiedung!
Ich dachte, er ist doch ein Typ, der überhaupt keine Frauen einfach umarmet, er gibt meistens nur die Hand.
Nachdem was alles geschehen ist, würde ich das ganze als "Magic" nennen. Ach je...
So ich geh jetzt schlafen. Mein Betreuer holt mich morgen um 7:30 Uhr ab. Morgen ist ein großer Tag. Druck uns bitte die Daumen!
Oh, noch eins! Ich hab heute zum ersten Mal mit meinen eigenen Augen gesehen, wie Baby mit Ultraschallgerät untersucht wird. Ich konnte den Kopf, die Hände, und das HERZCHEN sehen! Sogar konnte man die Herzklappe noch sehen. Und alles geschah im Labor. Das war unglaublich geil. Also danke Matthias und Sonja!! :D Euch beide alles Gute!
I'm quit busy this week. Something to be done in my project before Monday, I don't want that we get bad reputation just because I couldn't finish my circuits on time. But as usual, work hard, play harder. On Wednesday I was attending the pizza night (of course!). I ordered Pizza Cazio which was quite delicious which spinach, ham and mushrooms on top.. Aaaanndd yeah, I can't wait til Sunday! I'm singing, people! Juhuuu!! So don't forget to bring your earplug :P
Jepp and usual thursdays is always the day that I can't wait for.. Last semesters because of guitar course and this semester dance course! Yipiiiieee.. And since I have a dance partner, dancing is more wonderful :) Hoffe es bleibt so. Ich bleibe meinem Tanzpartner treu :D Oh ya, I need to tell you, I'm now dancing on 7-cm-high heels. was my second time practicing, but I felt much much better than the first time :)
The high heels were dance trainer's ;)
So, gotta go for now.. I have to work tomorrow morning.
The chance was given from above to hold his hand tight,
... when the feeling is not there anymore.
But the sorrow that surrounding me the whole time,
coldness, anger that I thought he did have it on me...,
was suddenly dissapeared, for he is so warm.
I think, we're both just doing fine :)
For his strength and weakness, he's still my good friend :)
Jülich, 27. Oktober 2012. Learn indonesian and german culture through the eyes of the native. That was the theme of day. Three days ago I was still nervous thinking of the preparation for this big day, 85% thinking of the event, 15% of something else that's gonna happen in the event (if you know what I mean).But we managed it. The presentation from Lilian was awesome, we started 30 minutes late and the whole presentation took much longer than we thought, the audience loved it, and lots of facts presented which have made the audience agape. I find it though a bit embarassing that it had been stated several times that indonesians are not on time, since I've tried my best to be on time (since I live in Germany) :P However, I should agree with those good and bad facts of indonesian behaviors :) People were then invited to taste the indonesian "jajanan pasar"(snacks) like pisang aroma(I gotta find this again in December!), lumpia ayam,siomay goreng, risoles, bakwan, bolu kukus, pisang goreng. Then the workshop began, Darwin started with the angklung workshop. It was too fast I guess, I didn't know why. I thought it's gonna be at least 30 minutes. But he did that good (we've practice on Friday night, gees!) and the audience enjoyed a lot, because they found out that it was easy and fun to play. Varun from India said that angklung is the first music instrument that he can play in his life :D After a short break came the saman workshop. I started with some introduction, then we showed the dance, taught the audience one kind of movement. They love it! We got even request to dance once more :)
For myself, I even learned lots of thing. I still have to learn more to make decisions. I can't generalize indonesian as unreliable, because those who have worked with me til the end of the day are people whom I can trust. The event was also really important, due to the fact that that was informal "proof", that I can lead people on my way, and not on somebody's way leading (which sometimes made me trully sick, because they pushed me to be like them and kinda convinced that with my way of leading people, I'm going to be a good leader). I realize that mine is not perfect. I believe as well, that those people have learned so much in their life, and have never been a great leader that instantly, so please just let me learn from my mistakes and let me try to fix it rather than telling not to do this and that,which just made me scared to make my first step.
Nevertheless, I have to thank some people: Nandea Dewanta and Darwin Jahja, for all the time, energy and big big help. I couldn't do all the stuff on my own, I'm nothing without your help. Big big thanks! Lilian for the really nice presentation and for bringing up the mood of the public, especially the ideas to make this day happened! KMKI to have lent me the angklungs. Alexander Peters to have helped a lot with stuffs and transporting the angklung to FH and from FH. Barbara Biel who trusted me to organize the day. Intan and Ola who helped with cooking.Saman and angklung-team: Nandea, Darwin, Aryanti, Ai, Aya, Intan,Ola, TR, Boma, Wicak. Mbak Erna, Tante Herni and Mbak Ira for preparing the foods. Ka Rizky for designing the pretty poster. I also like to thank everybody who came yesterday. I really appreciate it :) You made my day :D
Hi there, it has been a quite long time after my last post. I was busy with exams,well it was just 2 in September, but if you know me and my habbit during holidays,, haha,, it needed the whole day to get concentrate to the book lying in front of me. Horrible! In between I also went to the choir exercise in the university (unfortunatelly we were just 4 but it was nice and I love the songs we're gonna sing in the mass on Oct 14th).
Well, as I said, I have two exams in September: Cardiotechnic and Electronics. And I finally fixed my electronics score from 5,0 (failed) ---> 1,0. Hurraaaa!!! Cardiotechnic as usual needs a lot of time to be checked.
After cardiotechnic exam I had some free days before starting the new semester on (officially) Monday.
Visited Rita, checked.
Visited Hien, not yet :(
Helping during stadtrally, checked.
Standing chat with Ega, checked.
Practising Saman, checked.
I'm tired now. But I think I'm ready for the new semester. So, welcome you, 5th semester :)
I've registered for everything I want to take. Let see how it is going. Time goes fast, dear, I'm in my last year already ;)
Heeeiii.. I'm quite tired today. I used to have fridays free, but today I had experimental class, should attend. I started working on the report at the midnight (just arrived home at 23.30). Hei what did I do?
I was yesterday in the guitar course :) The last class sadly :( We even finished faster than we thought. rrr. I know my not-going-home-before-dark syndrome came again. I just wanted to stay a bit longer. They didn't mind anyway (I think haha). The others were joining as well. So, Alexander and Gregor should practice for the mass on June 10th. I just want to see, yeah if you know what I mean. At the end I was the only student who stayed, and we had been through all the song :) Had a lot of fun with them two and yeah I don't mind to sing at the mass if needed :) Maybe this is the God's way, why I was kicked out from the audition of The Voice of Germany. hahah (ach ne, das war doch meine Dummheit).
"Mal gespannt, mal eher skeptisch, manche zögernd, viele gern" (ich aber gern).
Anyway I took some pictures of today (my sweet escape). Guess where I've been in the first two picture.
For the right answer I'll give you free hugs ;)
Wieder eine schöne Fahrt mit der KSG. Diesmal waren wir eine kleine nette Gruppe aus 5 Personen und nach Broich, Tetz und Mersch gefahren. Ich hatte eigentlich eine 30-km-Fahrt erwartet, aber das Wetter ermöglichte das nicht. Wir haben sogar Glück gehabt, da es während der Fahrt nicht regnete. Hier sind ein paar Fotos:
Diesen Mittwoch fand endlich die Wort-Gottes-Feier-Vorbereitung statt. Außer gedacht waren so viele gekommen: Caren, Cony, Peggy, Viky, Bertrand, Alexander und ich. Wie auch immer haben wir Pizza bestellt und los mit dem Evangeliumtext. Das Evangelium las ich zuhause vorher. Ich war auch so begeistert, dass ich die Lieder vorher schon ein bisschen suchte. Leider habe ich kein Gotteslobgesangbuch. Also suchte ich nach ein paar englischen bzw. indonesischen Liedern.
Meine Vorschläge:
- Lagu untuk Mama -- abgelehnt
- WOnderful Day -- schön aber noch nicht sicher, ob das machbar ist.
Möchte ich unbedingt das Lied in der WGF haben, müsste ich solo singen oder selber spielen. Singen und spielen klappt bei mir meisten nicht :/ Also musste ich die Noten suchen. Ja habe ich doch gefunden.
Am Donnerstag fand der Gitarrenkurs statt. Die Noten habe ich Alexander gegeben. Aber! das war Not Angka, für die Chöre. Ich wusste gar nicht dass die Deutschen kein Not Angka lesen können, genauso wie die Indonesier kein 'h' als 'bes' verstehen. Oje oje.
Überraschung von Alexander: ich sollte gestern das Lied im Kurs nochmal spielen. Vor allen! Einschließlich vor Gregor. O weh o weh. Ich war so rot geworden >.< Ciiiiinnnggg maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu *tapi mau haha*
Ach ja, das muss ich noch erzählen. Gestern hat uns Gregor "More than Words" beigebracht, was ich gebeten habe. Klasse. I think he's sweet in the way he is. hahah. Hauptsache, er sung und spielte. K.E.R.E.N. He is just awesome ^^.
My week is getting better, I would say. Though all bad news happened last week seemed have no end. Anyway I've done something I called "Minggu Prihatin" in the connection with my robbed house. I ate only what I had, I bought only bread and milk in the whole week.
I haven't said, that I got the scholarship from KSG, have I? :) Yes, I got it. My application had been accepted. So, I'll be financially supported for the next 2 semesters ;) As the consequenz, I should organize some events for the other students. I offer Saman-course for this semester and a one-day event called "Tag der Interkulturellen Begegnung" with forum and workshops, in cooperation with the Indonesian Catholic Student Family -Aachen. Bin einfach begeistert :)
Anyway I would say that I'm in crisist of money at the moment. I spent 10€ just for lunch and dinner in one day (I would kill myself), which I expected only to spend 6,50€ because I borrow 3,50€ from Judith. I still have to pay 5€ for the guitarcourse also.Uh-oh.. No money left.(though I still went to supermarket on Sunday, because the needs are sold 10% cheaper. God is good.
There was a festival or kind of sunday market last Sunday. Then a crazy idea popped up my mine. Play guitar, play guitar!! I brought my guitar at 18 p.m with an empty cacao box. I found a good place in front of the shoe shop, put all my stuffs there, my songbook, the cacao box, started to sing (warming up).
"Weine nicht wenn der Regen fällt, dam dam dam dam.. usw usw"
Nobody heard. Hmm. Stop with this Gregor's song. Not suitable to my voice. Except "Country Road" :P
Followed with Adele's and Beyonce's song. Some euros was coming. A professor was looking at me. Uh-oh. I sang mostly old songs like "Through The Eyes of Love","Edelweiss", "Somewhere over the rainbow","My favorite things", "When You Say Nothing at All". The others are Hillsong's and indonesian: "Everybody Knew" by Citra Idol and "Jari-Jari Cantik".
At the end I got 9,99€ (after 1,5 hour). Not bad at all. I said to my brother, let see if I got tomatoes, eggs or coins. He didn't believe when I told him that I got coins! hahaha. I just like it, nice talking with nice people on the street, playing and singing, nice weather, got enough money to pay debt and the course ;) I could be proud of myself :P
Nevertheless I hope that the family that will give me this babysitter job calling me back. It's been one week :(
Hai, hai!! Saya belum ngepost tentang seminar pusat 2011 nih. Seru lho. Menyusul tapi ya. Kayaknya bakal panjang soalnya.. :P
Kali ini saya mau sedikit sharing ah tentang keluarga. Tadi kepikiran pas lagi jalan ke FH.
Keluarga saya dalam arti harafiah ya ada mama, papa, Galih. Keluarga dari Mama, keluarga dari Papa. Mungkin
akan makin besar lagi. Nanti. Kalau saya sendiri membuat keluarga, Galih juga begitu.
Intinya saya mau cerita tentang keluarga dalam arti rohaniah. Keluarga ketemu gede atau apalah itu. Ini nih keluarga saya:
1. Misdinar Sanbarto
Dari kelas 5 SD, saya jadi PA, rasanya selalu ada yang kurang kalo pas Natal dan Paskah ga bau keringet, bau asap dupa. Nginep bareng di rumah Om Kardi. Di sini saya selalu dipanggil Ibu. Dulu Bapaknya David,tapi sekarang ibu sudah jadi janda. hahahaha #kawinajagapernah. Intinya mereka keluarga saya juga. Gabby, David, Bimo, Andre, Mba Yoan, Mba Ria, Mba Lala, Vania, Tasya, Gady,Osmond, Cella, Fanny, Yohanes, dkk. Belakangan hampir sebagian besar kayak kakak, walaupun saya bukan lagi yang termuda (walaupun tetap yang terpendek).
2.PSUMB (Putri St.Ursula Marching Band)
Yang ini no comment deh. Semenjak TC bener2 keluarga abis! Tadinya pas TC( training camp) pertama 2006. Saya bahkan bisa nangis (belum ikut dilantik lho) waktu nyanyiin yel PSUMB. Sempet ga betah, terus akhirnya setelah ketemu PIT jadi super betah dan ga pengen meninggalkan adik-adik kecilku di situ (yang sekarang udah dan mau lulus juga).PIT the 13th: Greta, Chacha, Cindy, Dita, Nyssa, Gaby, Michelle,Anta, Kanya, Cebe, Claudia, Maria, Adella. Miss u!!
3.KSG Jülich
Ini nih yang belakangan bikin super nyandu. Ga tau kenapa. Kayaknya saya semester ini hampir ikut semua kegiatannya, dll. Dari sarapan bersama, siapin ibadat, tour sepeda, Länderabend (Indonesien war auch dabei), kursus gitar. Saya bener-bener ga tau kenapa senyandu itu. Mungkin begini, sebagai pelarian saya, karena udah ga bisa aktif di misdinar ya. Terus orang-orangnya asik, setelah setahun mulai sering ngobrol-ngobrol ketawa-ketawa. Belakangan sih jadi makin gila, karena ada kupu-kupu nari2 dalam perut saya. Di foto yang di bawah itu lho. Ganteng gilak (ga keliatan sih kalo di foto), tapi kalo ketemu langsung, rasanya langsung meleleh. hahahahaha. #apakarnaituya
mejanya aja deh (foto: Alexander Peters, KSG)
4. KMKI (Keluarga Mahasiswa Katolik Indonesia)
Ini baru banget sih. Gila salut banget lho buat PK sempus bisa menciptakan kekeluargaan. Tahun lalu ga ada nih rasanya! Motivasi tahun lalu cari pacar padahal #gagaltotal. Tahun 2011 mungkin karena sempusnya lebih lama, jadi makin ga mau pisah... Terus masih dilanjutkan dengan RG (Radio Galau) di facebook yang notifnya bisa 100 lebih tiap hari #setengahmenyesalreactivatefacebook. Tapi gila ya bisa ngakak-ngakak sendiri. Terus sekarang punya temen-temen yang mau rosario bareng. Asik, bisa saling menguatkan dan mengingatkan gitu :)
Btw, di foto di bawah ada yang makin diliat, makin manis lho (hayo tebak cewe apa cowo hahaha#kokserem #udahahdit,apaansihlokebanyakangebetantapigaadayangnggebet,kacianamat)
sempus 2011 am Biggesee (foto: Kristanto Irawan Putra dan Boedi Hartono)
